Cautious

I've noticed before...
but I guess usually I don't care, you said I was the only one who ever noticed.
How you tend to hide yourself, behind your beautiful hair.
Then I realized, I knew you were different?
No one to compare, not a soul could be like you!
Your the one, even though I don't deserve it.
My soul continues on a different path than yours
On my own I will get this back
By myself I will finally get what I need
My lack of substance, I stand but want to sit
Cautiously, I take on the road to my death, weary of my life and uncertain
of my destiny.

Justrying

So cold towards others.
Then wonder why I'm so alone?
Justrying to get along,
without much success.
Bitterness can equal loneliness.
Although I cannot stop, money seems to rule
I try to forget ,or even retreat.
Undoubtedly, money rises again, just above.
Although it will not end, and I will never suffice.
In my mind I'll try to stay. Unknowing,disbelieving,
absent minded and eluded in basic denial.