Travel

Your back is away from the floor boards
My feet are as high as they can possibly be
Hoping for somewhere to go from here
Maybe we will wake up and see

Taking us pass the horizon
Beyond the grass littered fields
I'm taking you on my path
Where you willingly agree to be there forever

Standing in the light dividing the source of it
Changing the darkness for the better
Retaining the light all along
With no knowledge of how this is
Where we might land is for the best

the light along the hall gave off a shadow that reminded me of things I shouldn't forget and things that I will always want to remember and think about to carry on as if nothing has happened

the pain is real

flourishing in my failures, scraping along on my knees. a regrettable burning sensation when I think of what I've achieved. i just want to hang my head. hide myself in the lowest depths this earth has to offer. or even possibly the furthest reaches in space. go where no one can see me, or know about what I have or have not done. make me forget, help me to erase these memories. wipe my slate clean because the pain is too real. i just want this to end. locked and alone I have no family nor friend. so tired, so weak and pathetic. in my surroundings i'm out of luck. things are not going to change, so i'll just give up.

Fugitive

Barely slipped by but, I'm still considered a fugitive in their minds
Living on, as things fall apart around me
Yet stopping this from happening can feel like a burden
A weight entirely upon me
To stop it, I may need to turn myself in
Or I could keep running
Like a coward or a man who knows he doesn't deserve it
The kindness and appreciation from others, I certainly need that
Although it does not change the outcome
It changes the long run of my journey, my own way to get there
Facing the facts
I'm guilty before proven innocent...

Feelings

feeling bad whether or not it works out for some
just whether it works out for me i'm worried about
so many people say this or that
i want to feel bad but i cannot
do people deserve what they get
forget them, there too far
gone?
Or not...
continue to be wondering or the feeling i miss being un assured...
for another day i will figure this out
figure out precisely, all about my heart

The Way It Should Not Be?

We worship money more than we do each other. We value possessions over love. Decided on looks rather than personality. Concluding our thoughts without knowing for sure. Condemning before knowing the facts. Paranoid and worried over things we cannot control, snobbish acts only caring about ourselves. Imagination lost, along with my sense of humor. Looking past their noses. This shoe will not be on the others foot.
Holidays become excuses and have no meaning anymore.
We can't even die for free?
No purity or willingness to reach out with a helping hand.
The only hope is to pray it doesn't happen to them...
Wars for no reason or there for rhyme.
I've Lost All Faith In Mankind!!!
No more religion, no more pills, no more vaccines or shots.
Need for insurance goes away. No tax nor quota.
Go to bed early at night, don't forget to wake up early?
Look at the stars and play in the fields.
No more words that cannot be said.
Smoke or drink whatever you please.
Watch and listen to whatever you want.
Do as I say not as I do has a whole new meaning now.
I've been screwed over and over until I cannot feel no more.
It must be too late, these wounds, they will not heal.
Condemned to follow these rules and obligations only to die someday.
Alone from my minds tortuous starvation.

Poor

I wish I could write you everyday
But I'm afraid you might expect it
What you may think about me worries me though
As well as what you might say about me, from day to day
All I want is your love
I just want your approval
I want things to be perfect

Wish things were different
I would see you all the time
Without you I'm worthless
I'm guilty and a disgrace
Because I have no money to show

With not a dime to spare
I'm still missing you
Wish I could be there
But with me that is unusual
For me to feel that way is quite rare