Have you ever witnessed something this intense?
The government manipulates us, and we have no defense.
Someday we will defend our original right's.
Get back what is ours and set thing's straight.
Things will be the way they should have been all along.
Not like the way they tell us now, it could actually be good?

Happiness

The universe is so vast,
so huge and infinite.
So why do I feel so alone,
even when your near?
Believe me I would try to convince you.
Do everything I could, just to end it.
Instead I lie here in bed.
What might be worse, is I'm used to it?
With these dead feelings I continue to write,
in hopes of possibly shaking it.
But if its not going to happen soon...
Happiness?
I'll just fake it.

Left here, to feel.

Eyes are burning, it's mid afternoon.
I'm so tired and lonely.
My mind tries to keep up, by racing.
I'm not sure where to look,
or even where to start?
Staring into a corner,
the only thing left thats real.
It hasn't changed.
Yet I continue to breath.
I continue to feel.
I was a part of something?
I'll never heal...

How are you?

Sensitive to the touch,
acquiring acute smells.
Seeing the horizon,
smelling the morning air.

People are so elusive.
Everyone is scared.

Too much or lack there of

Breaks from a reality,
massive amounts of nothing!
Soaking up days and lives, or lack there of.
There must be something more for them and me?
Yet nothing ever does, and nothing probably won't.
Be within me, or I'll be without.

I deserve so much
But receive very little
No respect or thanks
For the hard work when I've slaved
No pat ya on the back
Or even shake my hand
Just a lonely hard worker
Not much in demand

Not very clear

Kind of exciting the feeling I get
Not ever knowing where I'll end up
Taking chances unexpectedly
Never knowing where I'm going to be
Too many options
They're all not very clear
Where 'am I going to end up
I'll never see or hear
Figuring it out your supposed to feel some what achieved
But that really doesn't happen with me