Flower petals wilting, a lot like my love for you
I don't feel guilty, actually I'm glad were through
For the first time I didn't start it, or even end it
I know for a fact, it wasn't my fault. Too bad I was just one of your statistic's
I continue on living, wondering where love might be next
How did I get this far, love is so complex

Watching the rain fall, While trying to forget what I've lost
A lot of thing's I can't afford, the cost is simply too much
There are plenty of things I've gained
Mostly things I could not obtain
So I sit here with nothing else to lose
No one in front of me, no one left behind to choose

I don't necesarialy feel right
therefore, I'm not going out tonight
the decisions I make, or the way I 'am
It isn't really hard, to understand
I do, what I do
because I'm the one who wants to.

enough time goes bye
the less I dare.
I cannot compare the times
I tried to live there?
If this makes any sense
I know I've learned to make friends
but i try to make sense,
of it all
because it always changes
no matter what you think
there's a way around
there's time to make amends
If there wasn't time I might have sinked

Radiant as you are.
This probably, is a mistake?
To tell you how I feel.
I wonder? Could this be fate?

But your long hair I would definitely keep!
I wouldn't change a thing.

Or would I?

Joining hand in hand,
I'm remembering how to love again.

Unlike riding a bike?
It's easier said,
than done again?

But I'm glad you accept me.
Although it's kind of weird?

My feelings will cease though...
When you say to me, that you want me.

And to be where, no one else has been?

That's where we will start, where you'll actually begin?

Then I can call it a day, we will never be apart again.

standing in the pouring rain
trying to forget your name
I shouldn't be this upset
I know your not
I would probably bet
getting anxious
anyone could tell
I'm not standing any longer
instead I fell
deep inside your eyes
even with all your goodbyes
I would take you back
because your the only thing I lack

This one took
5 minutes
Others take a little more time...

Misunderstood, I thought you might be that way.

That was the reason though, I wanted to stay?
Going around you,
it's like I'm paralyzed.
But then again, now I realize you always are able to point that out.
I just wanted to help you. There is no question about hope.

Why would you do something in that way?

Can't you just let me have my pride, and leave me with nothing to say?
It's a great way in my mind to hide.
Without you criticizing me, for the thing's I do or even say.

I'm not letting go, though I understood at one time.

The only thing I can say is good luck in what you may do?

Your not lucky in any way.

Heightened feelings, I cannot relax.
Thing's are going so well, I should be laxed.
Not speaking of anyone, or anything.
Not necessarily true, though it may be?
I feel like I'm
Twisting and turning, I can hear my stomach churning.
Watching and learning, I know I'll be returning.

So until later, I'll be the negotiator.
Time is losing me here. But, I'm still able to waver.
Here and there, I like to savor?



(NOT FINISHED...
Looking my poems over?
They could be considered lyrics?
A lot to be corrected including the 1 above?
All in good time though.
All these words are flowing like water out of my brain...
Weird but cool?
Kind of personal but I figure who cares?
I want people to see it.
Great release for me actually!
So if your interested than I hope you enjoy...)

All I can do is rhyme even when I try not to?

I lay here with my arms around you, and in between your breast.
Your hands clench tightly upon mine, as reassuring feelings arise.

Trusting me, while I too trust in you.
Being with you, I will never regret what I do.

Because you know in your heart,I will not pretend.
The way I love you, I will never forget.

Time slips by,I'm still behind you listening. Watching you while you sleep, you seem to glisten.
But every time I move, you pull me right back in.

So awkward for me, but that's the way love tends to feel.
Just being with you is worth it, as my heart begins to heal.

Sitting here waiting for you, for lack of something better to do?
If you would only let me choose, I feel like I've got so much to lose.

Trying to be good on your behalf, can't stop thinking about the way you laugh.
Loving you already, always knowing you must be ready.

To call out and make me yours, I wish you had the nerve.
But all you have to do is make yourself heard.
Don't make it a burden, I just hope I can get a word in?

I'll keep waiting till your ready, ready for certain...

Illuminating light all around, in a place no one can be found
Is this maybe a dream, or I guess that's the way it would seem
Otherwise I don't think I'd be, having the feeling of so much ease
Music starts playing from out of no where
But from where I stand, I could not part
Just wondering where should I start
Give me some time to take this all in, I'm not sure where to begin