Going to the uncertain
life can be such a burden

joking with the door man that could kill me
but he wouldn't go out of his way
that's for certain.
Because he's been through more than I've seen maybe.
But that does not mean, he is mean maybe?
Good thing I'm young in the mind
confused on if I should make this up as a lime drink
and then as always I begin to think
think of ways to better myself
get away...
get away from myself???

These Feelings

the feeling of having no control in this life
searching hopelessly and finding yet another stair in my way
so I step down intimidated by what I do not know

people advising me on what I should do
they don't even know me but I wish they knew
in this life I'm not gaining
only falling further behind

leaning towards something different
i try hiding in my mind
at least no one can get me there
my enemy while being my best friend

sometimes the pain is so unbearable
and the good times seem like they won't end
but like both of them
they stop abruptly without warning they always quit

glad it went away or wishing they would stay

so in this life so confusing and so true

without the feeling of both hardship and greatness
I would not be where I'am today, so easily construed.

#1)Saddness falls on the girl.
As another guy might break her heart.
She assumes all he want's is physical ?
He begins to think, maybe this time I won't leave her?
But she won't have any of it.
So she's back where she began!
Now, it might never end?...
All alone,
though she could have let it go?
Now she realizes, she kind of knows?


#2)Smell of fresh cut green grass, but as we walk you have nothing to ask
So I'm watching people in their daily routine
Collecting the sun, the wind it may be done
Looking at you, my eyes end up squinting
Your eye's on me, you seem content. On doing nothing

(I hope I don't repeat myself too much?)

Will you still be there with your gentle stare
With your pleasing eyes please don't ever say goodbye
You never running out of things to say
Hope it doesn't change in anyway
But I know it will
I know At least you'll be fulfilled
After I'm home from work and the day was hard
Coming home to you I'll never be scarred