Justrying

So cold towards others.
Then wonder why I'm so alone?
Justrying to get along,
without much success.
Bitterness can equal loneliness.
Although I cannot stop, money seems to rule
I try to forget ,or even retreat.
Undoubtedly, money rises again, just above.
Although it will not end, and I will never suffice.
In my mind I'll try to stay. Unknowing,disbelieving,
absent minded and eluded in basic denial.