Friday, May 11, 2007

These Feelings

the feeling of having no control in this life
searching hopelessly and finding yet another stair in my way
so I step down intimidated by what I do not know

people advising me on what I should do
they don't even know me but I wish they knew
in this life I'm not gaining
only falling further behind

leaning towards something different
i try hiding in my mind
at least no one can get me there
my enemy while being my best friend

sometimes the pain is so unbearable
and the good times seem like they won't end
but like both of them
they stop abruptly without warning they always quit

glad it went away or wishing they would stay

so in this life so confusing and so true

without the feeling of both hardship and greatness
I would not be where I'am today, so easily construed.

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